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Berdasarkan Konfrensi Tingkat Tinggi Fujoshi yang diikuti oleh banyak\sekali peserta dari Sabang sampai Merauke pada tanggal 17 Agustus 2009 pukul yang-entah-mulai-dari-jam-berapa-karena-saya-dateng-telat, makatelah disusunlah dan disahkan secara nyata dan jelas bahwa Hari Kemerdekaan Fujoshi Indonesia jatuh pada tanggal 6 September.

Karena itu, semua yang mengakui dirinya fujoshi murni dan bukantempelan, DIWAJIBKAN ikut memeriahkan sesuai dengan kemampuan. Bentuk partisipasi dapat berupa:

1. FanFic
2. FanArt
3. Atau karya lainnya.


Oh, ingat juga aturan-aturan ini:

1. Karya WAJIB mengandung unsur shounen-ai/yaoi/fujoshi
2. Tidak ada yang namanya FLAME dalam bentuk apapun kepada siapapun terhadap karya apapun
3. Fandom bebas tidak terkecuali
4. Karya dipost pada tanggal 6-9 September. Berhubung 6 September besok itu puasa, silakan posting karya kalian di malam hari (setelah tarawih, sekitar jam 9 malam ke atas).
5 Cantumkan dedikasi kalian untuk merayakan Hari Kemerdekaan Fujoshi di karya kalian.

[original content taken from Yonchan]

Jadi, ayo para fujoshi sekalian, AYO IKUT! *toelin satu-satu*

Tahun lalu, saya ikut dengan menistakan sebuah PREAMBULE UNDANG-UNDANG DASAR. Preambule, saudara-saudari =)) Dan mungkin itu sebabnya nilai PKn saya jelek, saya kena kutuk sama Soekarno-Hatta *dibuang* Dan di bawah ini adalah Preambule edisi revisi <3

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UNDANG UNDANG DASAR
NEGARA FUJOSHINESIA
TAHUN 2010

PEMBUKAAN

Bahwa sesungguhnya ke-fujoshi-an itu ialah hak semua wanita, dan oleh sebab itu makan ke-homophobia-an di atas dunia harus dihapuskan, karena tidak sesuai dengan peri keyaoian dan peri kefujoshian.

Dan perjuangan pergerakan kemerdekaan Fujoshinesia telah sampailah kepada saat yang berbahagia, dengan selamat sentosa mengantarkan para fujoshi ke depan pintu gerbang kemerdekaan negara Fujoshinesia yang merdeka, nista, gila, dan bahagia.

Atas berkat rahmat Dewa Yaoi yang Maha Yaoi, dan dengan didorongkan keinginan nista supaya berkehidupan kefujoshian yang bebas, maka para fujoshi menyatakan dengan ini kefujoshiannya.

Kemudian daripada itu, untuk membentuk suatu pemerintahan negara Fujoshinesia, yang melindungi segenap bangsa fujoshi dan seluruh tumpah darah semeuke nan bishonen, dan untuk memajukan kesejahteraan fujoshi, menistakan kehidupan bangsa, dan ikut melaksanakan kefujoshian dunia yang berdasarkan keyaoian, kefujoshian abadi, dan percintaan para bishie, maka disusunlah kemerdekaan kebangsaan Fujoshinesia itu dalam suatu Undang-undang Dasar Negara Fujoshinesia yang berkedaulatan yaoi dengan berdasarkan kepada: Keyaoian yang Maha Agung, Kefujoshian yang bahagia, persatuan fujoshi, dan fujoshi yang dipimpin oleh hikmat kenistaan dalam perbishiean/peryaoian, serta dengan mewujudkan keadilan sosial bagi seluruh rakyat fujoshi.

FIN

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Untuk tahun ini, saya berencana nyumbang FF. Fandom? Hey!Say!JUMP, tentunya <3

Spoiler?

Angst. YamaChii. Proof of Life. Soundless Voice. First Person POV. Series of Oneshot. Two FFs.

Wish me luck, mengingat saya masih didera UHT sampai tanggal 3 AAAARGH KENAPA EMPAT MAPEL IPA DITAROH PALING AKHIR? AAAAAARRRGGGHHH. Dan saya terkena sindrom Minderisme Sangatitis *?* yang disebabkan karena saya kebanyakan baca FF angst YuuRam akhir-akhir ini =)) Efek Minderisme Sangatitis adalah bahwa saya jadi harus bolak-balik ngedit FF karena saya merasa angst FF saya itu epic fail dan memang iya sih, tapi minimal dulu kan saya PD aja.

Hiks.

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ANYWAYS~

Ayo ikut <3 Silahkan lapor ke sini untuk pertanyaan atau ngasih entry, biar saya salurkan ke Yonchan dan anggota komite Fujoshi Independence Day lainnya. MERDEKA!

Fine, I know I haven't update my fics in what seems like years. Reason? My real life sucks. Okay, not really, it just I have this constant writer-block in my brain and killing all those poor plot-bunnies, replacing it with the evil tasks-and-tests bunnies. But I bet you don't want to listen about my tasks and such, so let's move on to the...other things.

One of the biggest reason is maybe that I'm back to my old realm, the dear fanfiction.net. Because I have this thing for angst and I find it more appealing to make angsty fanfictions based on the plot instead of making it up. It makes deeper impression, I think, because the readers actually know what the fanfiction is based on rather than just imagining it up. In JE, the only 'angsty' thing happening lately is Bakanishi leaving KAT-TUN, which is a very good scenario for any Jin/whoever-it-is-in-KAT-TUN angst fic, and the thing that makes it even better is that it's CANON! The thing is that I don't have the skill to bring out the angst from the usually happy-go-lucky JE boys, with them being such a dork and fluffy in front of the cameras and in the interviews, and their secrets is hidden somewhere unknown. Damn Johnny and his power. It needs an effort to tweak the reality a little to make a space for the angst, but I think I can't really make out the angst there. Hurt/comfort, maybe, but never angst. Like, for example, Chinen is falling from the trapeze straight to the ground and being amnesiac, making Yamada all broken-hearted at first but continue to love him nonetheless, and in the end Chinen falls in love with him without remembering that they had been a lover back then. But I DO NOT want him to fall from the trapeze to the ground and be such a bloody mess, it's just too scary ;___;

For me, making the angst out of their canon real-life is hard. That's why my fics are AU, anyways.

Making fanfictions for anime/manga, however, is different. The angst is already there, we can just simply dig a scene deeper according to our opinion, and it becomes fanfiction. Let's take Code Geass for example, because it's my main fandom. Lelouch is being despised by the world, and even more loathed by Suzaku because he killed Euphemia, to whom Suzaku had a feeling for. But he killed her because he Geass-ed her coincidentally, and it could only be stopped by killing her. Suzaku loathed Lelouch, but the latter still save him a lot of time amd gave him a Geass to 'live' (which saved him a lot of time as well), anyway. He even sacrificed himself to be killed by Suzaku and he caressed his face (or the mask, seeing that Suzaku was wearing a mask when he killed him) as the sword plunged into his body, and Suzaku was crying when doing it. All the scenes stated above are canon, by the way. See how it almost seems easy to make a fanfiction of them two, even in canon? 

All in all, I feel like being such a failed writer for RPF TT___TT

The next thing is that I've recently been obsessed by Vocaloid. Yes, that amazing voice synthesizer from Yamaha. I mean, look at the lyrics of Aku no Series (Aku no Musume - Aku no Meshitsukai - Regret Message - Re_Birthday) sung by Rin and Len Kagamine. It's so tragically beautiful, and the PVs made me cry the first time I saw it. Or the Shotarella, which will make any fujoshi have a massive nosebleeding. Go search for it for yourselves in Youtube or Nico Nico Douga, especially the Aku no Series. VERY RECOMMENDED. I'll go rambling about it in my next post or something so that this post isn't filled by that (which I can ramble for so long, believe me).

I'm still having a hard time to remove that goddamn writer-block. Anyone have a solution for that? And do give me something which can pique my interest of JUMP back, please ;___:

Guess what?

SEMESTER TEST IS FINALLY OVER!

After two weeks long of exams, knowing that it has ended is such a relief indeed. I believe that whoever making the exam schedule is a sadist, because I can't recall twenty one exams in a row as anything but torture, and I'm not masochistic enough to say that I'm enjoying it. At least we got to go home earlier than usual, but that's about it. Now, a long week of class-meeting is waiting for us, because the holiday won't start until June 21st or so, and by saying 'class-meeting', what I mean is long hours spend in the school without nothing to do but doing random things because the class-meeting is nothing but a way to force us to go to school after the exams end. Usually, the student council will arrange futsal competition and such between classes, but it's not like I'll go watch it anyway, since I'm not really into sport. Unless it's a Johnny's Sport Day event, of course, which I'll gladly attend if I have the chance. Aside from that, there'll be nothing for me to do except for surfing the net and fangirling over JE, since I can't go home even if I want to, because the gate will be locked for until around noon.

Now, all I wanna do is to spend the weekend by sleeping and fangirling, and continuing my FFs or writing my essay for the competition, but sadly, I can't. 'Cause my Japanese Club is going to have an event on Sunday, and tomorrow I have to go for the meeting and reheasal. It's not like I'm not willing to go, but I don't really have any more spirit to do it, because laziness is taking over my mind. And I don't really enjoy heading to school on a freaking SUNDAY at 5a.m either for the event.I wish the event will end quickly without any trouble to spare me from long complains when we review the event, since I don't really like it when 'they' start talking about how we don't really try, or about how they have to work their asses off and the others don't even help.Geez. I wish Saturday won't end quickly, because I'm not that

Maybe it's just the side-effect of my long waiting for the result of AFS, though, because I've been in quite a bad mood since Monday. The result will come out on Sunday, and even though I repeatedly say that it's alright if I fail this, I can't lie to myself: I want to get this AFS. I'm a bit pessimistic, though. Well, whatever will be, will be. I hope for the best, though. And I'll fly to Japan next yearfor JENESYS. Amen.

The good news is, I'm quite free after those cursed exams, so I'll start updating my long-neglected fanfictions...hopefully. Because there's still a lot of tasks waiting to be done until next week. I intend to update Mirror because eroxhime said that she's waiting for it, even though the second chapter is going to be edited a lot, since my writing isn't nearly as good as the first chapter, which isn't very good either. That's what I get when I wrote with piling tasks before me *sigh*. I also intend to finish a (long) oneshot for this giveaway by richangiveaways. The plot is already clear, but I don't really have that much time to write fanfiction in the middle of exams, so it's a bit abandoned now. It is due on June 30th, which is also the deadline of my essay. I gotta find a way to balance my writing between those two, it seems.

I've been babling like mad, haven't I? Guess it's better for me to shut up and continue re-watching Maou.

Murasaki